Msn Girls Address Online Now I REALLY REALLY Want To Be Slim.. Im Not 'fat', But I Am A Little Too Chubby...but I'm Not Strong Enough,help

I REALLY REALLY want to be slim.. im not 'fat', but i am a little too chubby...but I'm not strong enough,help - msn girls address online now

Hello ... I am a girl and I want to be really thin.
Everytime u give me to eat, I say yes to all .. Although sometimes I'm not hungry and I feel very bad, in other words, eat guilt, if necessary. And then I always think: "There's always tomorrow, when another diet" and do it again and again.
I'm not massive, but like I said, a little chubby, and I will not "good" at all .. as beautiful and slim.
I want to start preferably after Christmas.
But I discovered that I am too weak to cut things like chocolate, crisps, sweets, crisps .. etc.
I am not strong enough .. I get no support from my father and my sister sometimes, but not good enough.
I prefer a coach online MSN Yahoo or MSN.
Please leave me your MSN address.
And please, give me good advice, even if you have MSN.
Please help me! :) Xxxx